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» » Monday, April 24, 2006 « «so this is the first of many posts...i have started to use this thing again so i wouldn't go nuts...and i think it would be funny to look at what ive written in the past....HAHA i can remember when like 2 years ago i was really big into this thing and had it all decked out...it still kinda is but i dont even know how to do it anymore...but ya i remember all those freaking blogger fights and crap and looking at other peoples to see if they wrote about u...well this is basically my venting tool...i dont even know if people still look at this but whatever...its all for me to look at and i dont care what any of u think. so this week has kinda been going ok...i was going to stay at DJ's last night but i had to come back becasue i had shit to do..aka a test and i had to figure out my room situation for next year..but the bitch that i am supposted to get out of my room didn't want to do it today and i have no time tomorrow to do it...so ya that was basically my day..im stressed from school and can't wait for it to be all over in july...that will be the best month of my life...done school, my 19th birthday, and my 6 month with my lover Dennis..it will be amazing! melanie posted this at 8:23 PM. |
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» » Sunday, February 06, 2005 « «so i haven't posted in a while. i used to do it on weekends, but now i go out all weekend. lol
well friday night i had to work. i worked until 9 and then went over jordans house. after like being there for 5 mins, we went to a movie with greg and brian. we saw boogy man. i swear i will never go back to amc cause of all the people that just dont know how to shut their damn mouths durning a movie. but after that we went back to jordans and met up with adriean....i probably spelled that wrong...but they stayed until about 3 or somthin. then i went home saturday morning cause i had to go to my band concert and then i went back to jordans after that and we watched like 3 movies. then we went shopping. and that was bascially my whole weekend. i can't wait until next weekend when my mom leaves. this is gonna fucking rock. melanie posted this at 10:21 AM. |
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» » Monday, January 24, 2005 « «so it snowed all freakin weekend. im so excited. i love snow. i love it i love it i love it. i think we got like 12 inches about. we had a 2 hour delay and stuff and i wsa trying to go to breakfast but no one wanted to go. those fuckers. um..but anyway its snowing right now and i hope we have another one cause that would mean that i wouldn't have a math, bio, or jazz test tomorrow. that would be my freaking savior. i like how it was supposted to snow tonight and then rain/snow on wednesday night. and then its gonna snow again on saturday. man i love winter. everyone hates it but i think that snow is just so beautiful. i think if we have a two hour delay tomorrow i will get up early yet again and then just go in my woods and take pictures..if its not a shitty day.
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» » Saturday, January 22, 2005 « «so lets see...what has happened to me in this long break since i haven't writen...
well i didn't go to soph hop..instead i went up to district orchestra. it was amazingly fun. i drove "behind" hiedi the whole way there. at one point i was next to heidi and heather was like watch this melanie is gonna race you and i did and i won. but thats becuase heidi is like super caution or somthin. thats what heb said. then we went up to district orchestra. it was fun. after that i took heather home. this is where the fun really begins. we were leaving and could'nt find heidis car so we were liek fuck it we are just gonna go. and we did. then we were like crap how do we get home. so heather was like LOOK THERE IS DANS DAD FOLLOW HIM HE KNOWS HOW TO GET EVERYWHERE. so we did. and then we didn't know if it was him or not so we kept following...which was dumb but what ever. then we got back onto like 252 and were fine but he took us in a big circle. it was really funny. i laughed. and we called dan and were like well whats your dads license plate number becuase we dont know if we are following him or a rapest. and it was just amazing. then after that we went to the movie store and we rented napoleon dynamite. they wouldn't rent it to us at first cuase some stupid reason. so heather and i went back to her house to get her video card and the guy was like whats your date of birth and she gave her moms and he was like umm... you dont look that old. and it was just amazing. what great times. heather loved napoleon. its a great movie...TINA EAT THE FOOD. i dont think im going to work today cuase its crazy snowing. my boss is gonna be like well can you just come in and ill be liek no unless you want me to die on the way there hell no. lol...its gonna be a great day...but i think we are still gonna have school monday...BOOOOOO melanie posted this at 11:45 AM. |
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ya i got a new cell phone....i erased all my numbers becuase im a stupid smacked ass...so if we ever talk or u feel like giving me ur number...just im me or somthin and we can make it happen. anyway...
nothin really new is going on. i have so much to type but i dont feel like telling/typing/or explaining half of it so im just not gonna. im just too damn lazy.. melanie posted this at 10:30 PM. |
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» » Monday, January 10, 2005 « «ya looks like im not going to soph hop...whatever.
im not in the best moods today. i really miss the girls from we last year. band seemed so much better without some people. its just getting worse and worse. i really just dont know what to do anymore. everywhere i turn there are just people that piss me off standing there. this has never happened before. band was my safe haven. maybe it will be a good thing that im out on thursday. it might be a bad thing. u never know. i really just want this stupid piccolo maddness to end. melanie posted this at 3:20 PM. |
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» » Wednesday, January 05, 2005 « «so...soph hop is almost here. i really want to go...any takers.........*coughcoughjimmycoughcough*.......some one please take me....
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so today was an ok wednesday. i went to wake up my sister at 7 and she wasn't up. i got really mad and she started to cry becuase her clock said 6. it was kinda funny. i left her here becuase i didn't want to deal with it. so my dad ended up driving her to school i guess. but that was so funny. i found out that all my chops from playing tuba are gone. i have none left what so ever. i found my pic. it was in a bag in my room. WE ARE PLAYING THE COOLEST SONG EVER RIGHT NOW. canticle of creatures. i love that song so much. its just so weird that its cool. then i went and stayed after from math. i was sorta mad before becuase my grade was a 97.5. thats still an a+, but i wanted a 100. i walked into mrs peapples class and she told me that from the 5 points extra credit that she gaves that i had a 100 again. i was so excited. gary macreadys was like whoa u have a 100. and i was like ya buddy. i feel so good about myself when ihave good grades. this is so exciting. my first 100. YEY.
melanie posted this at 9:07 PM. |
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» » Monday, January 03, 2005 « «dont bother looking for me in the year book this year....my mother forgot to send the picture in and didn't tell me about it until just now. im soooooooo fucking pissed. great way to start of the new year isn't it. i fucking hate her sometimes. damn bitch.
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» » Saturday, January 01, 2005 « «so i went on vacation with the family....
i have lots of stories to tell about christmas to the new year... lets start with some from christmas.. well i got a space heater and a mini fridge, i got some cloths, and some other stuff that i just can't remember becuase i went on vacation and dont remember. then i went over my aunts house and raced my mom there. i beat her ofcoarse. my aunt bought me a weird watch...a boys watch...and i think that the whole side of my mothers family thinks im a boy or somthin. i cried on xmas. i got in a big fight with the family. i lost my bikini and freaked out. i tried to leave the house but they wouldn't let me leave. so that was a bad xmas. then i went to wyoming with the family for a week. i skiied for 4 days and snowmobiled one. it was so fun. i have video of old faithful and what not. there was so much poweder the last two days that i should have gotten poweder skiis...but stupid me i didn't. we were going donw the tree trails there, because everything else just sucked, and i flew and i mean flew over this one rock slammed into another one and twisted my ankle. i seriously thought i broke it. but i think its just a bruse but it hasnt surfaced yet so im guessing its gonna be soo bad. and then i hurt my wriste some how becuase if i put pressure on it it hurts like a mother. i learned alot about my sister that i never knew on this trip. its kinda weird that she wont tell me anythign. i try to be her friend and she just blows me off. its so suck. that was pretty much my vacation...i left out some stuff that i just dind't feel like telling u maybe one day i will... melanie posted this at 11:51 PM. |
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so since i haven't blogged in a while, im gonna give u a little quizzy that i did. i found this in miss nicole zulli's blog. here it goes....
x.Have you ever been on a diet? nope, i don't have the will power. x.How much did you lose? .. x.Make-up? if i wake up early enough to put it on x.Low-cut tops? only on the weekends...kidding...um...when ever i want x.Do you ever flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it? ya x.Giggle? yep x.Thongs? well actually...i only wear the ones people buy for me..caity... x.Pretty bras? if a solid color counts x.YM, Teen, Cosmo? used to, don't read those things anymore x.Who's the weaker sex? guys dur x.Are you a feminist? nah...guys are ok x.Do you think Brad Pitt is hot? no...im more of a josh heartnet kinda girl x.How often do you shave your legs? if i told u, u probably wouldn't think im a girl...its ok though cause its winter time x.Are you emotional? yes x.Especially when on your period? man give me the chocolate and get the hell out of the way ((WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE)) x. gum: orbit x. restaurant: well...i like to eat so anything that has food? x. drink: diet pepsi x. season: summer or winter x. type of weather: well...i like snow...but not all the time...i like to dance in the rain, but only if its warm...i like to tan so a bright day...u pick one x. thing to do on a half day: go and eat with my friends x. late night snack: something that makes me full x. city: idk ive been to way too many x. store: most def hollister or pac sun or wet seal WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU.. x. cried: christmas day x.played hide & go seek: shit i can't remember that...jk...probably a month ago x. laughed: just a half hour ago x. hugged someone: i can't really remember...i dont give out that many hugs anymore x. kissed someone: i would probably say a month... x. felt depressed: whoa this is a new one...not in a while.... x. felt overworked: sweet god right before vacation... x. faked sick: i've done that alot, but i usally take a half day and just go to school late.. ((WHAT WAS THE LAST)) x. word you said: hi daddy. x. thing you ate: salad and grilled cheese from tom jones. x. song you listened to: one song from afi x. thing you drank: coke x. place you went to: tom jones x. movie you rented: i think greese x.concert you attended: um...one at penn state delco...HEY HEY ..((THE LAST GUY YOU..)) x. hugged: i can't remember x. cried over: um...lets see...alot of them x. shared a secret with: i can't tell u that he might read this x. called: im not obligated to say x. went to a movie with: anthony ieradi x. were angry with: jimmy mac because he wont take me to soph hop...lol x. couldn't take your eyes off of: teehee ((HAVE YOU EVER)) x. danced in the rain: of coarse...i love that x.kissed someone: yes x.partied 'til the sun came up: not since the summer...but yes i have x. had a movie marathon: yes x. gone too far on a dare: yes x. spun until you were immensely dizzy: yesss all the time:) x. taken a survey quite like this before: yea lots of them.. i have no life melanie posted this at 11:26 PM. |
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» » Wednesday, December 22, 2004 « «OMG ITS ALMOST FREAKIN' CHRISTMAS TIME. im super mad becuase heathers parents wont let her come out with me and my fam on christmas eve day to go to philly and see the lights.
i dont think that my little brother believes in santa anymore. he went in the attic liek twice and thats where all the gifst are. we are trying to make him believe still but whatever. its bound to happen. i tried to teach him to skank, but he has like no rytheme. he was doing well for a while and then i jsut sucked. my sister is sick. she has liek ramsy disease...somthin like shingles...and then limes disease. it really sucks. she gets to be on steroids. ill be super mad if her boobs get bigger or somthin though. im having a great week though. i can't wait until vacation. i think it will be ok? lets hope! melanie posted this at 9:40 PM. |
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» » Tuesday, December 14, 2004 « «ya so it seems like every few days somthin worse happens to piss me off. first it was the sectional thing and now somthin related to that has come up. i really dont think i will be able to take much more of wind enssamble which is really sad becuase i love it so. i really dont want to give up somthin i love beucase im so pissed off. it is my one release and i love it so much. i just dont want to be hurt anymore by it.
melanie posted this at 5:52 PM. |
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» » Monday, December 13, 2004 « « i hate it everytime i lose the conection to the internet. i have to go down in the scary basement and i have to take the plugs out and then put them back in and turn off the computers. i have to do it all and then get scared when i run up the stairs in the scary basement beucase they freak me out when the squeek.
melanie posted this at 7:06 PM. |
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man so much junk went down today...
in bio class i got all scared becuase mr delprato was like ya if u dont drink milk ur bones start to break down after metapause. i was like shit i dont want to be 411 i like how tall i am. so now he has scared me into drinking more milk that i do. i mean i drink one of the big ones at lunch everyday but now i might start drinking a few at home. so now i will be living off oj and milk. what a weird combo. in band we got our district things back. heb scored the highest. i could have gotten a much much much better score if i worked harder one everything. my sight reading was the highest becuase hey i do the best on that. i mean if i practiced the solo for a month more i would have been find but whatever. my scales were ok. i had the same ones that i had last year. i did better on them than last year i think. i bombed on a few of them. i know what ones i have to practice for snyder though. i felt really good about where i came in, in rank with like everyone. it was heb, sarah, me, amanda, anna, and julia. i was like whoa. i was like 50 out of 80ish. i mean that isn't bad. i dont really mind. i was like whateva. i looked out side my to my drive way and though i saw a guy laying there. but then i moved my head and i realized it was my christmas tree. thats the funniest thing ever. i never expected to see that at all today. man today was so good. melanie posted this at 4:14 PM. |
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» » Sunday, December 12, 2004 « «so i went out tonight after work. me jordan and ashely decided to go to tom jones. i saw jeanna and kate and some other people that we knew. we would have stayed later but my mom was like come home around 1. so i said hey lets leave at 1 and call it that. they were like ok. it was so exciting. the waiter guy hit on us the whole time. he sorta stopped when jordan and i were playing footsy and holding hands. he gave me the weirdest look ever. i guess we really could come off as like lesbians some times. but hey we aren't. we love boys. thats all jordan talks about ever is boys. i mean boys and boys and drinking and boys and boys and pot and boys and boys and boys. sometimes we just have to slap her around until she stops. but its ok we all love her anyway. well its getting a little late so im gonna go.
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» » Saturday, December 11, 2004 « «so today was district band day. i picked up jimmy mac and drove him. then i found out what part i had to play. they were both like super hard. i dont really care how i did. i just want to do better than a certain someone in the flute section. but anyway. i did ok on most of it. i dont really care if i get in like ive already said. then i came home and ate lunch. now its off to work for 8 and a half hours. i got my phone back today. it was exciting.
melanie posted this at 1:25 PM. |
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» » Thursday, December 09, 2004 « «can't people just let shit die and not rub it in ur face ever!!!!!!
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» » Wednesday, December 08, 2004 « «ok the coolest kid of the year= JIMMY MAC!
oh man i was gonna put this convo in here that me and jimmy mac had, but it was way way way tooooo long. so im just gonna say JIMMY MAC YOU ARE THE COOLEST KID OF THE YEAR. well atleast in my book. but that doesn't count for much. melanie posted this at 8:16 PM. |
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so im a lot pissed. i have been driving around all over this country and i still haven't been able to find jordan her bday present. lets see HER BDAY IS TOMORROW. i know what i want to get her but i can't find it in any stores. i mean come on people its the best thing in the world. but i did happen to find heb a present for christmas. i can't put it in here cause she might read it, but it is the best fucking shit ever. i know she will love it because hey who wouldn't want one.
melanie posted this at 6:22 PM. |
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» » Tuesday, December 07, 2004 « «o damn it i put a post in here but hey it doesn't like me...o well i will post later when my life gets betta...
melanie posted this at 7:19 PM. |
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so today was a normal day...
i walked into school and went to all my classes. bio was the best because delprato called us all mutants. and then i went to math. we have a test tomorrow and i somewhat understand everything. its alot of stuff that i did horrible on first marking period so i have to double study now. then i went to band it was eh. track fixed the ehness though. i ran like 2 miles and lifted so that fixed all. i can lift alot more than some people. we had to do these sit up things and pull a weight with our arms or somthin and i pulled like 50 pounds and like everyone else could only do like 30 i was like yes im strong. but that was my day. now i have to drive my sister all over gods green earth and then get a job application at the little inn in media. melanie posted this at 7:19 PM. |
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» » Saturday, December 04, 2004 « «i had a good day today...
i picked up renee from sat's at my school. we were out side talking to heb for a while. and then renee and i went christmas shopping. we didn't finish becuase i can only handle so much, you know. then we talked to dennis at the mall for a while and his fly was down. i told him this and he was liek i know i put it down on purpose i want to see how many people i can get to tell me that. i think he is the funniest kid ever. then i dropped renee of at her house. i picked up aimee and we went to the movies. we say polar express. it was great. we were sitting there and aimee was just like i dont know about him, he gave me herpes of the mouth. i almost peed my pants laughing. it was a great time. melanie posted this at 9:56 PM. |
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» » Tuesday, November 23, 2004 « «im have so much to say but i dont feel like typing in im so tired from track. maybe tomorrow i will type it if i feel like it.
melanie posted this at 8:55 PM. |